14 yr old girl.....19 yr old boy?

ok.. ive been talkin to this boy...hes 19 im 14 and i think im in love....hes all i think about.....i think he know i like him...hes my bro's friend...but my bro doesnt really notice. he always says hey babe and we go to movies and hes sooo nice... and i usually where eyeliner and eye shadow....and the other day we were jus sittin out side and he was like u look better without the makeup....but dont take it wrong...and that just did it....i love him...he kissed me today....like for a long time....and i luved it.....my parents just think that we are gud friends...cuz around them i say stuff like wats up big bro and stuff.... but i laugh afterwards.....he always buy me really expensive stuff for my birthday and stuff...he kinda sells drugs on the side...but really im ok wit that.,.....i just wanna know do u think he's using me..???? im like seriously in tears...because thats what...my friend said when she found out......but do u think so??